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*my birthday, he gives me a bouquet of flowers. loc. pond in the center of taman kota. characters: him, me, dedek, rani, abel, amik, surya, yogi, vino, adit and lala.*
me, dedek, rani, abel and amik were waiting for him and the boys
dedek : habede gekkk! nih hadiahmu. gives gift and hugs me
rani : haii maaf ya baru dateng! emm.. ni chatime mu gek! habede yaa!
abel : buka hadiah ku gekk! pasti kereen-
amik : ni cowok-cowoknya baru dateng.
he walks towards me bringing a bouquet of flowers, followed by his friends
dia : scratches head ehh, syg… met ultah yaa! maaf aku cuma bisa ngasi ini. gives me the bouquet
aku : looks at him, then bouquet, him again, and smiles makasi banyak ya syg i hug him for a while
dia : emm… aku mau sama temenku dulu yaa, da syg! waves hand
moments pass and i see him giving another girl a bigger bouquet of flowers, a big teddy and a gift bag, medium. i see him from afar. my friends slowly creep behind me, trying to surprise me but realize whats going on. they pat my back and tell me to stay calm. i did. i smiled with tears filling up my eyes. my smile was broken. he eventually sees me and tells the girl to wait, and hurriedly runs towards me. i don’t run away.
dia : hands on my shoulders yank, aku bisa jelasin. maaf banget aku yank, tolong maafin aku.
i take a deep breath and put my hand on his shoulder. i slowly put the bouquet i was given at his chest with tears rolling down my cheek, holding his cheek and looking straight into his eyes and said:
aku : iya gapapa. maaf ya, ini terakhir aku manggil kamu syg. hatimu udah milik orang lain. sebaiknya aku pergi dari sini. semoga dia bisa lebih baik dari aku.
i stop everything and turn my back to leave. i leave in a hurry but he grabs my arm.
dia : yank, aku bisa jelasin….
i take his hand and walk him to the place the girl was standing.
aku : la, tolong jaga dia baik-baik ya, untuk aku. makasi banyak. semoga kalian bahagia.
i run away, tears flooding my eyes, falling down my cheeks like waterfalls. it’s the end, i did it. i hope he is happier:)
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